i fear that one day i would let my guard down for that one person and that would be the person who would cause me the most pain. i’m afraid that i would be submitting myself to the pain and hurt i’ve been trying to distance myself away from all these years…
i wish i could have no emotions. no feelings. no hurt. no pain. no regret. no anger. no jealousy. no fear. wouldn’t life be less complicated? we’d all never have to fear hurting others or of others hurting us. no need to fear that someone will let you down so bad… or that someone will hurt you so bad that you will never be yourself again. i’m scared.
dani
title is a quote by dorothy thompson
